But she likes it.
She likes the solitude, the calmness, the stillness of the college and somehow she feels as though she can be herself again.
She won't be judged here, as she is hidden from society.
However, because of her likeness to have solitude, she hates loneliness.
Solitude and loneliness are two very different things.
Solitude is wanting peace and just wanting that calmness.
Loneliness however, is more like, never having anyone even bother about your existence.
Sadly for her, loneliness is an option.
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After some solitude, she decides to stop moping like some lost puppy and decide to change her life.
Maybe she can't change the way she is,
but she sure can change the way she judges herself.
And with that, this mole finally took courage and decides to climb out of the hole, into the sunlight.
