Feel

How does it feel like to have your heart yanked out of your body then crushed into a pulp of nothing? How does it feel to realize you forgot how to breathe as you sit on the bathroom floor, crying your eyes out not knowing how to stop the tears? How does it feel like trying to muffle your wailing as you attempt not to release your anger with the violent sobs and keep the noise down to a bare minimum? HOW DOES IT FEEL TO KEEP YOURSELF FROM BLEEDING ALL OVER THE BATHROOM FLOOR BECAUSE THAT'S THE ONLY WAY YOU KNOW YOU COULD RELIEVE YOUR PAIN AND PENT UP EMOTIONS FROM DESTROYING YOU ON THE INSIDE. how does it feel like to go through so much pain, so much sorrow, that you break and wish to rather take your own life than live any more? How does it feel to keep all this inside and not tell anyone how you really feel as its eating you up and you can feel your life slowly draining away from your very soul? How does it really feel like to finally give up?

Let me tell you.

Tears flow

hearts break

people change.

Remember, no one cares how you feel because everyone is busy dealing with their own lives.

Because end of the day, how you feel isn't important.

Sincerely,

a girl on the verge of giving up.